What could have been my other life....????

Sometimes I think of what I could have become, if I was born another place or in a different time. I think its quite funny because after some years in prison, I gained a good insight into myself. Because of this I have decided to wirte a little bit philosophical about my alternative identity.

This is a picture of me and my brother on a trip to Sweden. As Ive gotten older my growth hormone treatment for bodybuilding has made me look older and a bit more negroid. It is the same for my brother from Russia. We do get along and it was a cool trip. On the hotel which was called Best Western we watched some tv with these guys appearing on X Factor. 

I dont normally watch a lot of television, but rather sit and reflect a bit about how the day has been. I usually do this in the evening. On a typical day I might go to the gym and lift weights and sometimes run. then I might prepare some food and eat by myself. I usually call my brother also, and the I migth turn on the tv. I dont have many channels and go for X factor or something like that. I prefer this alid back lifestyle to having a career even if I could have more money. I have been to Asia and thats part of who I am, but since the world is full of different people even here in Scandinavia, I dont feel a need to travel alot anymore.

I sometimes listen to music on my Ipod also. I listen to a lot of different stuff. I mostly trust others when they suggest music for me. Often they listen solo artist that I dont even know. I might also go to a concert with someone, not necesarrily my brother or closest friends. I also knew someone called Henriette and we to Johnny Deluxe together. We dated a few times, once at her favourite cafe in Frederiksberg in Copenhagen and then in Tivoli Gardens, where Im more comfortable. We had some sexual contact also. Henriette looks a little bit like Nicole Ritchie...I was told by Henriette that she wanted me to show this picture, if anyone wass to understand what she looks like and who she is, because she is sligtly older and is married. But she is like Nicole on this picture:

Me and Henriette went on a trip to Nice in France, where we stayed in a OK hotel. In the evening we went iout for dinner and drinking. Back then I used to drink, but took it easy for the week. Here is how our conversation started before we slept together.

Me:
Im so excited that we are finally here , I want to take you back to my hotel??

Henriette:
Our hotel you mean...Well we can do that, do you have money for a taxi...I dont want to wait  for the bus..

Me:
I just want to make sure that we are going to have a glass of wine when we get back, I have money for the the taxi, thats no problem??

Henriette:
Well since we are here together now, thats also what I want I think.

Me: Hi, I havent seen you here before...Or in a while actually...Can I sit down, Im on my way home to my apartment, but I also want a drink..

Henriette:
Yes thats okay...You probably know the bar, but what about you Mathias?? My friend Heather will be here later....Heather you know, Morten, is from America and completely on her own...

Me:

I see, Im also single right know sis, and that sounds like fun...Or what??

Heather:
So you live nearby..I want to go there...I dont want to meet anyone new in this bar tonight...

Me:
Me and Mathias will go there now..Catch up with you in 30 minutes...

Heather:
Nevermind lets go now and hang out with Morten in his apartment and continue the party there, Henriette. ...... Do you have a girlfriend Morten??

I used to kixkbox and I focused too much on it., I stopped and started doing other things. I used to watch Jerome Le Banner fight and he is the real deal. I did however learn a lot about what things to take to improve on testosterone and the important hormones for be ready to match up to daily challenges.

WHAT ARE TESTOSTERONE BOOSTERS?

Many of life’s finer things get better with age. Sadly, you’re not one of them.

A big player in this is your tanking testosterone levels, which drop by one per cent per year from the age of 40, found research in the Journal of Clinical Endocrinology and Metabolism.

Cue: less muscle, decreased strength and lower bedroom mojo. Testosterone boosters are a class of legal supplements that may increase your T levels via a combination of herbs that stops your body converting testosterone to oestrogen. Advocates reckon they’re the Clint Eastwood of the supps world.

HOW DO TESTOSTERONE BOOSTERS THEY WORK?

Boosters often contain a cocktail of ingredients, including longjack, tribulus territris, fenugreek, D-aspartic acid and ZMA.

The first three have the least scientific backing, while D-aspartic acid did increase testosterone by 42 per cent when taken in three-gram-per-day doses, found a study in Reproductive Biology and Endocrinology.

The last ingredient on the list, ZMA, is a combination of zinc, vitamin B6 and magnesium, which your body needs for maximal testosterone production and to get a better night’s kip – the cornerstone of any healthy hormonal system.

WHEN DO I USE IT?

Always follow the advice on the pack, but the timing of these supplements can be crucial.

Those containing ZMA need to be taken at night, with research in the Journal of Exercise Physiology finding that when college American football players did this they increased testosterone by 30 per cent and experienced an 11.6 per cent jump in strength.

It’s worth cycling any testosterone booster for 3-4 weeks, then taking two weeks off so your body doesn’t get used to it.

RELATED: 5 Ways To Boost Your Testosterone 

WHAT ARE THE SIDE EFFECTS OF TESTOSTERONE BOOSTERS?

Increasing your manliest hormone can accentuate the yang elements of your personality. That means hyped sexual desire, increased aggression and more strength, which can lead to improved muscle gains if you’re resistance training regularly.

Since these supplements won’t hike your T levels beyond a level that could be classed as natural, you’re unlikely to experience the rampant acne, testicular shrinkage and infertility that hard-core juicers risk.

You’ll just wake up with a bit more glory to your mornings.

WHICH ONE SHOULD I GO WITH?

Try Beast Super Test. Not only does this booster have all you need to up your T, it comes loaded with nitric oxide for better mid-training pumps and accelerated recovery.

It also has a liver detoxifier that’ll help keep your system in prime nick.

IS THERE A GOOD SUBSTITUTE?

Methoxyisoflavone. This nifty ingredient was invented and patented in the 70s as an alternative to steroids.Research in Life Sciences found it bumps up the potency of the testosterone you already have circulating in your body.

Fortunately, you don’t have to worry about showing up positive on a drug test, since none of its ingredients is banned by the major athletic organisations.

Use it when testosterone boosters fail to boost.